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  Table of Contents

  Other Books by A.L. Brooks

  Acknowledgements

  Dedication

  Part One

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Part Two

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

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  Other Books by A.L. Brooks

  One Way or Another

  Up on the Roof

  Miles Apart

  Dark Horse

  The Club

  Acknowledgements

  Big thanks to Ylva Publishing for continuing to support me and my writing. This one was special to me, and I’m glad we could bring it to the f/f world.

  Thanks to Alissa for an awesome editing experience once again. To my beta readers, Erin, Amy, and Katja, who wowed me with their comments – you gave me all the feels on this one!

  And last, but by no means least, to Dobby, for inspiring Gizmo, and to Melanie, Dobby’s partner in crime, for letting me use that little dynamo as the inspiration.

  Dedication

  Tanja, my love, this one’s for you. You’re my superstar, every day

  Part One

  Chapter 1

  “You look tired, darling.”

  The words were delivered in a tone oozing with false concern, and Tamsyn instantly tensed. Melinda, the young actress who had spoken, leaned forward and stared at her in the large mirror before them, cool blue eyes seeming to bore into every pore. Tamsyn resisted the urge to squirm under the scrutiny.

  Pulling gently at her own face, the skin soft and pliable, Melinda grinned and sat back in her chair. Marie, the make-up artist, glanced quickly from one to the other, then picked up a brush and feigned disinterest.

  “Have you ever thought of getting any work done?”

  It took every ounce of professionalism Tamsyn had not to retort with the venom she wished she could really exude.

  “I was amazed when someone told me you’re still all natural. As soon as this fades,” Melinda pointed at her soft cheek, “I’m getting everything possible done.”

  She really was crass and—Tamsyn hesitated over the phrase but decided it fit—as common as muck. Melinda seemed to revel in hitting the front pages of the trashiest magazines. With her brassy blonde hair—clearly from a bottle—large but apparently totally natural breasts, tiny waist, and long legs, she was the tabloids’ favourite, and played up to that fact with alarming skill.

  “How many scenes do you have today?” Tamsyn asked, a poor attempt at diverting the conversation, such as it was, away from their disparate looks and age. She raised her chin when Marie gently pushed it upwards, and closed her eyes as the soft brush skittered over her cheeks.

  “Just two. I’ll be done by lunchtime, so I’m heading back to the hotel for an afternoon in the spa.”

  Lucky you. I’ll be filming a fake rainstorm and it’ll be amazing if I don’t come down with the flu afterwards.

  Marie started on Tamsyn’s eyes while Melinda sipped at her coffee, her narrowed eyes watching Marie work. Tamsyn tried—but failed on a number of occasions—to avoid that gaze.

  “Marie, you’re a genius,” Melinda said smoothly, a few minutes later. “You’d never know Tammy had all those little wrinkles now.”

  Tamsyn gripped the armrests of her chair, willing her anger to subside. These little digs had been going on all week, ever since Melinda turned up on set. Twenty-five years younger than Tamsyn and obviously the director’s favourite, she seemed to feel the need to make that point every five minutes of every day. She had been pushing all of Tamsyn’s buttons, sapping her energy in the battle to resist rising to the bait. Tamsyn was already tired, and dealing with this little bitch really wasn’t helping.

  Marie, thankfully, ignored Melinda as she finished Tamsyn’s make-up. It probably helped that Marie wasn’t that much younger than Tamsyn and could probably empathise with her discomfort.

  “There,” she said, squinting at Tamsyn in the mirror. “All done.”

  Tamsyn turned her head left and right, then nodded. “Thank you, Marie. It’s perfect.”

  Marie smiled, turned Tamsyn’s chair around so that she could exit gracefully, and stepped back to let her do so.

  “See you on set, Tammy!” Melinda called.

  Tammy. Who the fuck does she think she is? No one has ever called me Tammy.

  Marie’s soft touch on the small of her back helped ground her, and knowing she had an ally kept her walking forward rather than turning around and slapping the younger woman.

  She rolled her shoulders as she exited the room. God, I’m so tired. She knew it was all self-inflicted, but she couldn’t seem to stop the momentum of what she’d started two years previously. Turning fifty had affected her in more ways than she’d anticipated, and none of them good. A fear of what the future could entail for an actress her age had suddenly consumed her, and she’d been battling against it ever since, taking on more and more, insisting on doing ever more physically demanding roles, and trying to prove to herself and the rest of the world—which was extraordinarily fickle when it came to its love of celebrities—that she was still a viable force.

  It had worn her down, and she knew that deep down inside, but she couldn’t seem to admit it openly. Carmen had expressed concern only a few weeks ago, and Tamsyn had brushed her off. Today, however, facing the rainstorm scene, her arms already aching from the multiple re-takes they’d done of the canyon scene the day before, Tamsyn wondered if she shouldn’t actually listen to her agent once in a while.

  She smiled at the crew as she passed them. She had always made a point of being approachable, remembering her early days in the business when she’d seen some of the top stars treat the crew like something less than human, and had vowed never to stoop that low. The smiles she received in return always made her feel good.

  “You’re late,” Don snapped, his voice loud across the enclosed set. He wasn’t even looking at her, just standing with his arms folded across his broad chest, his gaze on a cameraman moving his rig into position.

  Don Speed was one of those young, hotshot, everyone’s-talking-about-me directors who thought he was God’s gift to everything. He was tall, good looking, and exuded an air of haughty disdain for everyone and everything. Tamsyn had disliked him from minute one, although she could begrudgingly admit that he had a fantastic eye for a scene. It was such a shame he had to be a total asshole as well. He’d made it perfectly clear he didn’t think an actress of her age was suitable for the role, but he’d been outgunned by the producers, who had wanted to work with Tamsyn for some time now. Everyone on set had picked up on the tension and tiptoed around them both.

  “Sorry,” she replied, breezily professional over the subsurface tension. “I was in make-up.”

 
“Trust me,” Don snipped, finally looking over, then looking her up and down, “there isn’t enough make-up in the world to hide how old you are. But don’t worry, love, we’ll use a soft-focus lens.”

  Tamsyn’s brain went into a deep freeze; her mouth wouldn’t function. Her simmering anger suddenly threatened to boil over. Melinda giggled as she strolled over to where Don stood. That was the flame, along with the satisfied smirk on Don’s face as he realised how much his comment had hit home, which was the touch paper.

  A large cup of orange juice sat on a high table behind the sound boom, close to where she was standing. Her arm moved almost without thought to grab it and, in one smooth motion, fling its contents straight into his face.

  “Fuck you,” she snarled, before turning on her heel and walking serenely off set.

  Chapter 2

  “Where the hell are we?”

  Tamsyn pushed her sunglasses up into her hair and stared out of the window. The scenery that was trundling by as the car humped and bumped its way down the country lane was pretty, that much she could begrudgingly admit.

  Carmen exhaled loudly. “North Norfolk. You know that.”

  Slouching back into the comfort of the plush leather seat, Tamsyn glared at Carmen but said nothing. Their driver, Heather, the consummate professional, also said nothing, but Tamsyn couldn’t help wondering what she must think. She’d driven Tamsyn before, of course, but not to anywhere like this.

  The Mercedes lurched as it ran through what must have been a crater of a pothole. The suspension on the expensive car was good, but not that good.

  Tamsyn winced. She’d need a good yoga session after this to ease out the kinks and creaks in her spine. Thank God she’d remembered to bring her mat.

  They rounded a bend in the lane and swept through a pristine white wooden gate onto a gravel driveway which curved around a wide lawn filled with trees. Beyond that stood a large house, its flint walls gleaming in the bright April sunshine. The woodwork surrounding the door and windows was painted a beautiful sage green, contrasting nicely with the two elegant bay trees flanking the front door.

  To her consternation, however, at a murmured word from Carmen, Heather took them past the beautiful house and down yet another narrow track to the side of it. This one was closed in by trees; their thin branches swished and scraped at the sides and roof of the car as they passed. Tamsyn stared longingly back over her shoulder as the house receded out of sight. When she turned back to the front window, she swallowed back her nerves. The lane was dark, and a little creepy, and although she knew she was being irrational, she suddenly wondered just what Carmen had meant when she’d said Tamsyn needed to hide away from the world for a while.

  She was about to speak, to put on her best haughty tone and confront Carmen about whatever this insane plan was that she’d cooked up, when the car rounded yet another bend and her words died in her throat. The lane opened out from the gloom of the enclosing trees into what she could only describe as a picture-perfect scene. Immediately in front of them was a lake, partially ringed by reeds and rushes, with a deck on the far side that led perhaps twenty metres out into the water. Tied up to that were four single-person kayaks with their oars laid on the boards of the deck. Beyond the deck, sitting about a hundred metres on either side of it, and therefore a good distance apart, were two cottages. Backed by a line of woodland that stretched as far as Tamsyn could see, the cottages were symmetrical, each having a single door flanked by two windows. A curl of smoke rose from the chimney of the cottage on the right, and a small red car was parked in the gravel driveway.

  The lane split at the edge of the lake; Heather took the left branch and a minute later pulled the Mercedes up alongside the unoccupied cottage. She hastened out to open Tamsyn’s door.

  “Thank you,” Tamsyn murmured, pulling her sunglasses back down onto her nose even as she stared around her at the gorgeous scenery. Of course, only one thing marred that view, which was evidence of another human close by. Before she could speak, Carmen held up a hand.

  “Yes, I know. It isn’t the total privacy I wanted to get you.” She glanced over at the other cottage then back to Tamsyn. “But at this short notice it was the best I could do.”

  “I thought the idea was I would be alone.” Tamsyn tried to hold back the acidity in deference to the presence of Heather, who could more than likely hear every word even as she busied herself unloading suitcases and boxes from the boot of the car.

  From the look on Carmen’s face, she failed.

  “Tamsyn,” Carmen said, her exasperation evident, “I am your agent, not Wonder Woman. Besides, in the UK today, there are very few places where you can truly be in solitude and yet still have many of the comforts you are used to.” She walked over to Tamsyn and placed a gentle hand on her forearm. “This will give you the time you need. And my aunt has assured me that the other tenant is after just as much peace and quiet as you are. I doubt you’ll even see her.”

  Relief swamped Tamsyn at the mention of the other person’s gender. At least she wouldn’t have to deal with the unwanted advances of some middle-aged man who’d “always been a fan and always wanted to meet you in person”. She received enough of that any time she walked into a restaurant or café, even when trying to be incognito.

  Knowing she was being unreasonable, and knowing just how hard Carmen had worked to set up this retreat for her, Tamsyn let out a slow breath and smiled.

  “Thank you. I know you’ve done wonders in making this happen. You are my Wonder Woman. Always.”

  Carmen blushed and dipped her head, scuffing her shoe against the gravel at their feet. “Shut up.”

  Tamsyn smirked. “Come on, let’s get me settled in, shall we?”

  She leaned into the car to retrieve her handbag and coat, coming upright just as Carmen attempted to lift one of the suitcases and yelped as the weight of it nearly brought her to her knees.

  “Shit, this weighs a ton! What have you got in it?”

  “Your next bonus payment,” Tamsyn purred. “So keep quiet and carry it.”

  Carmen huffed and lugged the suitcase over to the cottage’s front door. Heather, who was exiting as Carmen approached, took one look at her struggling and held out a hand.

  “Careful, it’s heavy,” Carmen said, passing it over.

  Heather, much to Tamsyn’s merriment, grasped the case in one very competent hand and carried it into the house as if it weighed no more than a bag of feathers.

  Carmen glared at her. “Shut up.”

  Tamsyn laughed out loud.

  “Right,” Carmen said, rubbing her hands together. “I think that is you sorted.”

  Tamsyn matched her in looking around the cottage. The living area and kitchen had been combined into one big room, warmed by a larger-than-expected fireplace set in the end wall. They’d lit the fire as soon as they’d finished bringing in all the luggage. Then, while Heather waited out in the car, Tamsyn and Carmen had inspected the kitchen, checked that the fridge and pantry had been stocked with everything Tamsyn had requested, and taken a cursory look at the bedroom and bathroom. Everything was appointed with enough luxury to keep Tamsyn in the lifestyle to which she’d become accustomed, and she’d witnessed Carmen’s barely-disguised sigh of relief when she’d announced she was very happy with the place.

  “Yes, everything else I can do myself after you’ve gone. And please, you must thank your aunt for me,” Tamsyn said, as they strolled towards the front door. “She has done an amazing job at such short notice. You’ve spent my money well.”

  Carmen laughed. “Oh yes, trust me, she’s been very well reimbursed for this. I’m sure she thought I was joking when I asked for a case of champagne along with everything else. You certainly are like no other guest she’s had here.”

  “Are you sure we can rely on her not to go to the press?” Panic fluttered in Tamsyn’s stomach.

 
; “Of course!” Carmen was wide-eyed. “Really Tamsyn, you do need to trust my judgement on things like this. Have I ever let you down?”

  Tamsyn’s panic transmuted to shame. “No.” She pulled Carmen into a hug. “You never have and I seriously doubt you ever will. Sorry.”

  Carmen gave her a squeeze before pulling away. “Forgiven.” She looked around once more. “Sure you’re going to be okay?”

  Tamsyn took a deep breath. No, she wasn’t sure, not at all, but that wasn’t what Carmen needed to hear.

  “I’ll be fine. This is, as you said, just what I need. And I will do that thinking you suggested. I promise I won’t just wallow in champagne for two weeks.”

  Carmen chuckled. “That’s good to hear. Okay, mobile reception can be a little patchy up here, but you’ve got Wi-Fi in the cottage, so you can always email, okay?”

  Tamsyn saluted. “Understood, ma’am.” She laughed as Carmen rolled her eyes. “Don’t worry, I’ll be fine. I’m a grown-up.”

  Carmen’s expression turned serious, her forehead creasing into a frown. “I really hope so, Tam. I… We can’t have a repeat of what happened with Don. I know you know that,” she raised her hands as Tamsyn started to object, “but I’m serious. Get this sorted out in your head. I understand, you know I do. But this is the industry we work in, and this is the way it is. Baby steps, Tam. You’re not the only one wanting to change it, but there are ways and means. Right?”

  Tamsyn’s frustration came from knowing both that Carmen was right and that it was ridiculous she was the one who’d had to run and hide with her tail between her legs. It should be Don having to “think things over” not her. She gritted her teeth and smiled.

  “Right. Got it. I’ll be a new woman when you come back to collect me. Trust me.” She crossed her fingers behind her back, hoping Carmen couldn’t see.

  With a shake of her head and a rueful smile, Carmen walked out the front door. Moments later, Tamsyn heard the car pulling away and flopped down onto the small, red leather sofa, facing the fire. The flames mesmerised her, and soothed her, banishing the troubled thoughts from her mind.